Unspoken...

Whats worse than a sequence of wrong words said in the wrong time?
whats worse than carving some mistake over a great wall.. something u just cant erase?
whats worse than lying?
whats worse than an undone job?
whats worse than not going the distance?
whats worse than jumping and getting a bruise?
whats worse than answering wrong to a strange question?
whats worse than walking the wrong road?
whats worse than a comfort zone?

The Unspoken.. the undone..
the chocking needle in your throat
The heavy load in your chest
the frozen power in your wrests and ankles
the tears you haven't shed
the fear that would stop you from being you
the beast you cant face
the mirror you see yourself in within the million eyes you meet.
DENIAL

whats worse than impulsiveness?
thinking twice!

whats worse than me being not who i am
stubborn, irrational, chaotic,late, clumsy, emotional, silly! ....
my very old mistake i cant overcome.
the unspoken!