Dear Vincent.

How are you holding up? how are you holding in, within all these walls surrounding you.
Remember when once you've let me in,
Glass, it's all like water facade, what you see is what you get
More than a pebble, to think, to project and to reflect.

Dear Vincent,

It's been a while since we talked, even when i speak with your voice
Even when you hear me with your own ears
It's so clear, you can see me, i can see you from here

Dear Vincent,

I forgot all what i came here for,
I'm sure there was so much for me to say
But words are not my friends, even when that's I all could ever posses
Paradox takes a stride on me .But to open up to you. Sorry!

Dear Vincent,

I've seen visions of clouds where I've been flying upon
I was swimming in a sea of green and fields of marine blue
The sky was falling and my head was rising
A star in the dim of the night, felt like home

Dear Vincent,

When you get this, I know where you'll be
So i left the key under the map
Let yourself in, rocking on that boat by the fire
Follow the flames, you need no clues.

Dear Vincent,

I woke up today and for a moment
I forgot what day it is today
Where i was or where i am
What i'm doing or I'm to do
I looked out of the window
Ran out in the streets
Pictures and things, names and frames
I looked in the mirror
I couldn't tell who is who

Dear Vincent,

Among amber haze
I saw a  dream
I walked into the rooms of my soul
I saw your name painted on the walls
The walls you surround yourself in
The door slammed shut
I'm a prisoner too

 Dear Vincent,

I'll tell you a secret, it will only stay between us two
There's an arrow of wood and steel
Planted in the heart of mine
It hurts so bad that i can can no longer feel
It grows wild, little thorns on every vine
it grows long and deeper in

Dear Vincent,

With cherry lips,
I can't go sleeping
For the very thought of....
while Curtains dance feverish
To the scarlet breaths of  the night

Dear Vincent,

This wine is so sour,
Like the taste of tears
Intoxication open doors
But how,

How did you become so discreet?!

When the world ends.

When the world ends.

 When the world ends. i thought i’d be holding on to you

when the sky shatters u thought i'd carry you through

now you’re not here

and i'm gonna be alone when the world ends

when the world ends …i’ll dissolve with everything, strayed and cold

when the world ends. there will be no hope 

when the world ends , there will be no real friend

when the world ends, there will be no you.

when the world ends, there will be no me

and the world ends everyday! 

Only a life!

One moment at a time
One breathe!
And a scale to weight what's valuable.
It's always you and your choices
You and this operator in your head
You and the whole universe in a split of a second.
You miss one judgment and the whole world leans to the wrong direction
Like a big titanic , you break and sink in halves and quarters , slaps and shreds!
All meant to be, yes it's all meant to be.
Just one skipped heart beat and a held breath.
What would you miss?!
NOTHING
Only one moment
Only a "life"!

Music Box

Tiny dancer... in a soft sounding music box
Her dress might not twirl and flow with the air..
But she's going round on the tip of her ballerina shoes
And when the world is sound asleep, she comes to live
and everything becomes hers and a spark within her shines

Spring-Flower Dream

One day i'm gonna have my own garden...
A fertile land far beyond the high mountains
Underneath the sky lighting green green trees
with the sun bathing my chords
and soft breeze brushing my hair
beside the flowing river
where the dew kisses the royal lilies along the banks
and the ducks will fiddle their wings
to the dancing pond weeds
 and birds will whistle their immortal  tunes
Up where the palms hug the sky
and the worms climb up that ancient willow
where big eyed the owl guards the trees
starring at wild grass tickle the frowny pansies 
I'll stretch my two feet and dive in the soil
In my colorful dress flowing north and east
 the seeds will fly as high as the clouds
making love to the blushing roses
and the butterflies will drink up sweet potions
and pet drunken lovers noses
they will stay up to the break of down
chasing lightening bugs like flying stars
watching the moon go home
and the golden sun will rise again
To the fertile land beyond the mountainous.

Little-ones.

A world globe... in the palm of her hands
A round tear slips and spoils the view, its raining
A questions blown in the air, its hot, it's hell ..it's summer
Summer of the mind. and the mid-day of a single thought
She says she liked everything by it's double
She said, laughter and hidden misery are her secret way to
Figure out the meaning of it all,
A goddess out of a shell.. one day she's the queen of heaven
Next day... can anyone tell?
& Does anyone really know her, or anyone ever did?
Did anyone ever know anything? or did they really care to care?...
Hungry eyes, angry alibis, looking at her through the glass
Her nations underneath, the "little-ones"
Is anyone out there?

Feathers...

She stored him
 In their happiest moments
Feather by feather
Implanted inside her heart
A feather for every melody
 Of the songs they sang
Another  for all the adventures
Of their crazy dreams
A feather for all the places
Their feet traced together
She pulled every threads of her soul 
& sewed herself in his every detail 
The sweetness of his murmurs  
In the echoes oh his laughter
&  the twinkles of his eyes
The warmth of his embrace
In the touch of his hands
& the shadow of his smile. 
She froze the moments,
Perfect moments.
there where she stays.
The fact of his existence alone!
Gives her hope for another day
A reason to count her blessings.
To sleep in hopes of  a flight
 with him in her dreams
Praying that when she wakes up
She'll  opens up her eyes to where his wings at.

Butterfly!

Butterfly, butterfly

Flutter in to the skies

Butterfly, butterfly

Their molecular cries

Chrysalis dreams waiting on the fifth in-star

These stained glass wings could only take you so far

You don't have to say that it matters